So, my friend, Katrina Aguiling, used me as a photographer for her. She kind of wanted model-like photos. She is almost 40 and probably one of the prettiest people that I know. She's really, really beautiful, so it was pretty easy for me to be her photographer. We are at Tule Springs in Las Vegas. The whole place was very natural. It was a desert place, and there were bunnies! I love bunnies. I might like bunnies just because I am a rabbit in China Zodiac, LOL.
Anyway, she told me about one of her friends. Her friend is going to be married, I believe sometime next month. They don't have a photographer yet, and she thinks that I would be a great photographer for her wedding! This would be a BIG think for me to do. It would be a good amount of money and I would have to make many, many good photos. I would also have to give these photos faster then I have ever done.
I think that I can do this, and then this could become more work in the future. My life is fucking changing, finally! I am a strong photographer and people are starting to see it. For three years, I haven't had any confidence at all. Now, I'm starting to feel like I am having a little bit of confidence. I need this feeling again. I'm not going to be the same person that I used to be. I used to think that because I was a tested genius that I was right all of the time. I was actually a lot like Sheldon, from Big Bang Theory. My family have even told me that I was basically Sheldon.
I'm not going to be like that ever again, but I would like to have SOME confidence. Working is all that I have wanted for three years, and it's finally happening. I can't tell you just how happy this makes me!